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Tuesday, August 14th, 2001
6:37 am - Taken characters so far.
jaycee Here is a list of the characters. Ones that are taken and ones that are open

Ariana Lucas - taken by cutiemuffin
Trinity DeMarco - taken by jaycee
Jasmine DuPree - taken by thebachelorette
Cassandra Lucas - taken by apple
Chasity Love Delany - taken by imsojaded

Ones that aren't taken yet: (if you want a description of them, click here)

Natalie DeMarco
Pamela Fisher

Valerie Mahoney - daughter of Michelle Mahoney, teenage girl that is very shy and wants to be popular more then anything.

Michelle Mahoney - middle thirties woman, works at Mahoney Publishing which was built by her husband that passed away. Has a teenage daughter. She just moved back to Richmond after leaving for a year after her husbands death.

And here are the males that are still open. We need to get some guys for this lol or even chicks that just want to play guys. Whatever lol

Teddy Lucas
Charles Brown
Andrew Matthews
Joseph
Mark DeNardo

So those of you that are just looking at the community but haven't joined yet, come join and make this a really fun place to be! lol

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6:25 am
jaycee It's been a busy couple of days. I went to see Jasmine on Friday. It seemed she knew everything about me by me just walking onto her porch. It was rather comforting and refreshing.

She told me she sees someone from my past coming back into my life. I wonder who it could be? She also said she sees a new partner coming into my store. I haven't planned on getting a new partner but I have to trust her instincts. She also mentioned to me that my sister will have a tragedy in her life. I really hope not, she's been through so much as it is.

Saturday was a busy day in the store. I was there till late at night closing up, doing inventory, etc. After that I went to the Blue Moon for a nitecap. I saw Pamela Fisher and Teddy Lucas having a drink. I wonder what they were doing together that late at night having a drink since he's married and all. Not really my buisness but it was rather peculiar.

Sunday I spent the day with my sister Natalie. I didn't tell her what Jasmine told me because I don't want to frighten her or anything. She's so fragile and somewhat paranoid and this would freak her out. She doesn't need that right now. I'm really protective of my sister. I don't want anything or anyone to hurt her.

Monday we had a big day at the store. Ariana stopped in. I said hi to her but she just looked up and then walked away. Chasity also stopped back in. We went out for coffee later that day and she was telling me about her life. She used to be this big time actress but something happened so she came to Richmond for a fresh start. She's doesn't want to get close to anyone because she never knows if they like her for her or for her money. I feel awfully bad for her. She's such a sweetheart but she puts this cold, hard exterior up to protect her from harm.

I'm still thinking about what Jasmine told me. What man could possibly be coming back from my past. Oh well, I have to get ready for another day of work. Hopefully today will be much better. Maybe i'll get to see Charles *sigh* I can't contain my feelings for him forever. He seems to be in love with someone already so I might as well give up. I don't know.

Anyways, time for work

Love always,
Trinity

current mood: confused

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Thursday, August 9th, 2001
10:55 pm - end?

thebachelorette
my mystically-purple telephone rang monotonous repeatings, with a young lady on the line, namely trinity. i liked her voice: sounded forlorn decent.

decent + full of hope + a slight sense of neediness.

she'll be coming this friday.
*sighs*

before trinity, there was richmond's posh 'femme fatale', rich + famed, beauty + attractive peroxide blonde ariana lucas. stepped on my wooden, wrecked porch with black leather boots + tapping her 4 inch heels obscenely + rapping her painted fingernails on my door + pouting sluttishly and...

"jamie? dupree?" croaked her, with sapphire irises staring me with highly estimated arrogance.
"jasmine dupree"
"yes, whatever...i'm.."
"ariana lucas"
"yes..." she seemed overwhelmed. it weren't those delicate, psychic 'waves' nor a guess. she's so glam- even a hermit like i am have heard + seen her. "aren't you going to let me inside your place?"
i didn't like her tone.
i'm sensitive to sarcastic vocalizations.
"your teddy + his tv maidens. a pot of gold somewhere out there waiting for you," i said metaphorically + closed the creaking door, continuing with a baring-gould writing + trashy women magazines.

i need to take a deep breath of oxygen + a pack of smokes.
i need to end this.
no, this is not a gift.
i need to get a nicely-jotted job.
no intepretations. not being a medium.
damn.
i'm drugged out.
trinity will be the last person i'd help.

current mood: lethargic

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Wednesday, August 8th, 2001
4:05 am
jaycee I just woke up from a nightmare. Something terrible is going to happen, I can feel it. I woke up to hearing thundering and lightning outside my window. So I decided to stay up since the nightmare really scared me.

I found an old photo album in my closet. I went through it and found a picture of me and Jacob. I miss Jacob. He really loved me but I was too interested in Charles to realize that we could've had something great. I hope he's doing okay.

Speaking of Charles, I seen him on Ariana's front steps just sitting there. He kinda looked upset or sad. I wanted to go over there and give him a kiss or at least a hug but he probably wouldn't even had known I was there.

Also I received an invitation for a gala at Ariana's house for Teddy's newest show making great ratings and also for snagging the celebrity Chasity Love Delany. I dont even know what to wear since id never look as great in a gown as Ariana or Chasity for that matter. They're both extremely beautiful women.

Well I should go finish getting ready for my jog and then off to work. In a few days i'm going to see Jasmine DuPree and hopefully she'll figure out my past and my future for me. Should I be with Charles? Should I have gone with Jacob? What strange times i've had here in Richmond.

Oh and Chasity invitied me out to lunch today at The Golden Chandelier. Such a fancy place but I think she's trying to find some good friends. I wouldn't even know how it is to be her. Having so much fame and fortune and feeling like people only want to be your friend b/c you have money. Well i'm here for her and hopefully i'll get to know her better today..

Oh Charles, how I love you so..If you only knew..*sigh*

Well i'll put more later. I have to go now.

Till then,
Trinity

current mood: restless

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Tuesday, August 7th, 2001
6:46 pm - Something's wrong with my ear..

cutiemuffin
Okay, yesterday I went climbing on that slippery hill and I found out that...

*That psychic woman's name was actually Jasmine DuPree not Jamie.

*Teddy's new show was supposed to be "Love, Lust and Deceit" instead of "Love, Lust and Deceive"

What's happening? I'm so worried. I went over to Dr. Malcom's clicic and it costs me $25 just to check my "something-wronged-ear" and found out that there's a lot of wax in there and it costs me another $25 to get rid of those waxs. Yuck.

Oh! I can't forget this. Jasmine says I'll win another goldmine!!! I'm gonna buy another pair of diamond earrings I saw at the Shop Of Gold yeaterday on my way back from Jasmine's house. And, yes. I'm a very good predictor. Teddy is up to something but she won't tell me what. Jasmine also said that if I want to know what he's up to I'll have to come again next week. That will cost me another $10. Cheap. No problem.

Charles can't stop being nice to me. He din't realise that I'm not interested in him! Isn't that nice...

Ariana.

current mood: dirty

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Sunday, December 3rd, 2000
6:46 am - Something's wrong with my ear..

cutiemuffin
Okay, yesterday I went climbing on that slippery hill and I found out that...

*That psychic woman's name was actually Jasmine DuPree not Jamie.

*Teddy's new show was supposed to be "Love, Lust and Deceit" instead of "Love, Lust and Deceive"

What's happening? I'm so worried. I went over to Dr. Malcom's clicic and it costs me $25 just to check my "something-wronged-ear" and found out that there's a lot of wax in there and it costs me another $25 to get rid of those waxs. Yuck.

Oh! I can't forget this. Jasmine says I'll win another goldmine!!! I'm gonna buy another pair of diamond earrings I saw at the Shop Of Gold yeaterday on my way back from Jasmine's house. And, yes. I'm a very good predictor. Teddy is up to something but she won't tell me what. Jasmine also said that if I want to know what he's up to I'll have to come again next week. That will cost me another $10. Cheap. No problem.

Charles can't stop being nice to me. He din't realise that I'm not interested in him! Isn't that nice...

Ariana.

current mood: dirty

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Tuesday, August 7th, 2001
3:55 am
jaycee Oh wow, I forgot to mention that I seen Chasity Delany in my store today. She said hi to me. She seems so genuine and sweet. All those tabloids really dont know what they're talking about when they talk bad about her. She told me she lives here now and that she's working on a new show. That's really great for her, I hope it's a success.

I've been having weird dreams lately. They're all the same though. I see a man, can't really recognize him and he's hovering over me but I feel really at ease with him. I'll have to ask Jasmine about it at our meeting.

I'm also considering going to the new island they reconstructed called 'Heated Lava'. It's supposed to be very relaxing. I need that right now. Maybe my sister could take over the store for me for a weekend.

Oh well, i'm heading off for my morning run and then off to 'Coffee Perk' for my morning cappucino. More later!

Love always,
Trinity

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3:25 am - OH! btw :)

imsojaded
My Name Is Jadieeee and here this is jaycees description, lol...

you're an ex celebrity and you've moved to Richmond..your outer exterior is basically bitchy b/c you dont want people getting too close b/c you think they only want to be near you b/c you're famous..inside you're lost..you have so much hurt, pain inside you..you're currently going to work on the tv station..i forgot in what type of show though lol but also you're like a vixen..every guy wants to be with you b/c you're so gosh darn sexay lol

My name is Chasity Love Delany, and yeah im cool...lol....so HIIIIII lol!

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3:23 am - My latest "town"

imsojaded
Wow. Welcome to Richmond.

Another Town, another few weeks, more emptiness. So this town isn't so bad. But it's just the same as all the others. The same crowd of people everywhere I go, the same empty friendships, the same cutie guys who want nothing but my fame. *sigh*

Today I went to the TV station and met my new bosses. They seem alright. I met the cast for the show, and they seem like nice people, but we're kind of stand offish around me. I hate it when people are like that. Well....maybe thats my fault. I dunno. My "Love Intrest" is pretty cute anyways, heh!

I drove around town today to scope things out. There is a really cute little shop down town, this girl named trinity runs it, shes pretty nice. I stopped in and picked up a few things for my new apartment. I liked the fact that she wasn't "star struck." I dunno, its just that most people arent genuinly nice to me now a days. Maybe I should move to a far away country where no body knows who I am! Oh well...anyways... I also found some cute lil' resturants, and a pshycic. Wow. Cool! Maybe I'll have to stop there. It's a nice town I guess. I sure do miss everyone back home though. Thats what I always say though. How come I can never make friends in a new town? Jesus Christ, will I be this alone forever? Does fame cost this much? Sometimes I think I would give it all back....

Oh well. Anyways, I should be getting to bed. As of now I really need some of that beauty sleep. Hmmm. Well, we will just have to see how this town works out. Hopefully better than that last is all I can say. Who knows what lies ahead...hopefully something good. Maybe a guy!? *sigh* Well hopefully a guy. Heh. Well Ok, I should really be getting some sleep....Until Tomorrow! :)

~HollyWood Kisses!~
Chasity Love Delany

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2:11 am - Another day, another dollar
jaycee I saw Charles when I was taking a walk yesterday talking to Ariana. I'm so jealous of her. She's got everything. I wish I could be so lucky.

I called Jasmine DuPree tonight and scheduled an appointment with her for Friday. I just have so much I want to find out about my future and what's going to happen to me. I wish my sister would go see her too. Maybe Jasmine could help her find her lost past somehow.

I also hired a few people to help with inventory. We've gotta get ready for the Christmas rush. My only Christmas wish would be to be with the only man i've ever loved. Charles *deep sigh* Trinity you need to stop this!

Oh and I seen Ariana's daughter Cassandra in a rather provacting outfit. How she can let her daughter dress like that is beyond me!

Well I need to get going and make a few phone calls to a few vendors.

Till next time,

Trinity

current mood: working

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Sunday, August 5th, 2001
9:09 pm

cutiemuffin
I've heard that someone named Jamie DuPree who is a psychic woman lives on top of the hill. I thought about meeting her. I'll ask..

1) Will I win another goldmine of lottery?

I'm also thinking about asking her if Teddy's up to something, he's acting really weird this morning. He left a bouquet of roses beside the bed, what an idiot. He still doesn't know me. But I really really think he's weird, especially yesterday, he was supposed to go back at 10.00 but comes back at 11.00 and said he had meetings about programming a new show "Love, Lust and deceive".Jesus, I dreamed he gave me 5 GOLDEN RINGS! Maybe because I heard that stupid Christmas song yesterday.

Guess I'll see Jamie tomorrow, but the problem is, how do I get there? Do I have to climb every highest mountain? Oh it's just a dumb ol' hill. But what if I hurt my beautiful smooth legs? Will that scar stays there forever?

Hmmm

Ariana

current mood: bitchy

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Saturday, August 4th, 2001
12:42 am - teardrops + virgins

thebachelorette
it's late, it's raining.
rain...tears of the lame stars that float upon the darken sky.
those tears terrified me.
why i keep on having shadowy images of charcoal-haired figures swimming in the teardrops, i don't know. the figures- they howl, they cry in anguish, those voices, a million of them, painstakingly, strum in between the rhythm of my beating pulse.
i can't stop them.
i'd rather be carrie white- telepathic in the sense.
i went over the pages of "virgin talents" early this morning, before that i spend full thirty minutes gazing intensely at the overwhelming cover of a painted illustration from an unknown artist. the creator must have been french.
turned the pages, words, words, words- till i caught the sentence,
"...in the same way, it was popularly believed that mediums lost their powers after marriage..."
lost their power after marriage?
true? or untrue?
if it's true: i'll be toasting myself glasses of dark-burgundy wine + a pat on my shoulder + another fag to celebrate + read lonely columns.
if it's untrue: i'll be having myself listening to delicate screamings.

j. dupree

current mood: hopeful

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Friday, August 3rd, 2001
1:18 am - (And the drama starts)
jaycee Well not much to say today..Worked at the shop basically all day with my sister and kept thinking of Charles. I wonder if he even knows i'm alive. I have to keep my mind off of him and start thinking about my sister. I feel so bad about her not remembering her life. I mean, she just moved back to Richmond after all these years.

One of the gentlemen that came in to buy something seemed kind of fond of her. She really doesn't need a man in her life at the moment, she needs to find out about her past.

Oh Charles, why do I feel so strongly for you? I need to stop this. I need to concentrate on my work. Maybe I should just find someone that can see that I exist. What is my fascination about this man? Maybe I should pay a visit to Jasmine DuPree and see if she can answer some of my questions..

Until next time..

Trinity

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Monday, July 30th, 2001
6:03 am - Welcome! :)
jaycee Hi. I'm Jaycee and I made this community b/c I thought itd be fun to have our own fictional soap opera! lol I'm going to list some characters that people can be. All you have to do is either email me @ LiLMaFiaChiCk@aol.com or comment and tell me which character you want to be :)

Cast of Characters (so far):

Females:
Ariana Lucas - the bitchy wife of Teddy Lucas, probably middle thirties, cheating on him with Charles Brown (the gardener who is in love w/ her, but shes not in love w/ him b/c shes only obsessed w/ herself and money) taken :)

Trinity DeMarco - Local shop owner, mid twenties who is in love w/ Charles Brown (but he doesnt know it) (that's me! lol)

Jasmine DuPree - Local Psychic, in her mid thirties..she has her own cosmic past that could cause her trouble in the future taken :).

Cassandra Lucas - Daughter of Adriana and Teddy Lucas, 16 years old and causes her own troubles by being sweet innocent daughter by day, holy terror at night..but her parents aren't the wiser. that's taken :)

Natalie DeMarco - Trinity's twin sister who had amnesia and is recovering from it. She doesnt recall anything in her past..maybe some of the mystery men can help her figure it out?

Pamela Fisher - Newcaster at the Lucas Networks on the TV show 'Love, Lust and Deceit - Morals of Richmond'. Early thirties and had an affair with Teddy Lucas. Maybe she'll be reporting one of her own stories?

Males:

Teddy Lucas - Husband of Ariana Lucas, owner of the major TV networks in Richmond. Very powerful figure in Richmond who had an affair w/ a broadcaster of one of the TV shows 'Love, Lust and Deceit' Pamela Fisher.

Charles Brown - gardener at the Lucas estate. Late twenties and in love with Ariana Lucas.

Andrew Matthews - Friend of Cassandras who is in love with her but she sees him only as a friend and wants the wilder guys.

Joseph - Wild guy in Cassandras life. Nobody knows who he is, where he's come from..All Andrew knows is he's bad for her. What will happen with this triangle?

Mark DeNardo - Friend of Trinity and Natalie's. Mid twenties.. Works at the shop with Trinity. Maybe he'll bring some insight to Natalie's past?


kay that's all I can think of for now. You can pick from those or make up your own character. Just email me and let me know who you wanna be or comment. This is gonna be really fun as long as everyone get into it. Have fun w/ it! Be your character and talk into the journal like you're speaking from their point of view. Become them.

Can't wait to get started. hehe I think i'll be Trinity DeMarco lol. So that one's taken lol!

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